Dedication

Love is a beacon to mankind, and many never open their eyes even if it's under their noses. We are blessed to find what many found not. And I will treasure my gift and my blessing as you are the greatest gift this world can offer me. You and Jude are  my life and the reason to believe in tomorrow.

To you

You are the warmth of the sun beam in the early morning winter.
You are the light of the moon washing away all the shadows around me.
You are the whispers in the wind, telling me everything will be ok.

The Darker Side

A crocodile once cried in a bowl,

That was fed to the overfilled bellies of children.

When Mary realizes her lamb have all been eaten,

The boy will stop cry'n wolf.

A fish decided to change it's course,

It swam up to walk across the shore just to be swept away.

Mother nature

Mother nature will slain her twin when she is bored

She will take her son to the river when she is hungry

She will take back her fruits from you when you need them the most

She will ignite your bones when she sleeps

and pull you deep into her womb when she awakens

As the wind blows her tears become shards against your skin

Her screams will bring you down to your forearms

You feel her warm breath as if it was your own

Mother of the forest how fare are thee?

I am asking as a mother as i am your twin.

Question!

What is a moment when it feels like an eternity?

What is a star when the only one you can reach is the one on the shore?

What is a story when the only one listening is the narrator?

Once submission is made to your thoughts and made an equal,

Then guarantee a sequel.

What is love when the other doesn't know?

A battle has begun but the enemy is not them.

What is hope when it's just a temporary state?

What is insanity if the sane cannot see it?

What is anything if nothing resides in it?

What use are endless questions to one that knows non!

The Heart

Covered with an outward shell,

Shaped as a woman's locket,

Secrets are buried deep within.

It pulsates when it's in jeopardy,

And it dies when you do.

It can hold all the world's weight,

Yet it will never gain.

It's the elixir of life.

The devils playground.

Keep it clean,

Keep it pure,

For it will always love you.

Similar Opposites

Hail to the thief
He knows no bounds
Hail to the king
He has no bounds

Can you see the knot that binds the two?

Hail to the mister
He is a miser
Hail to the mistress
She is a collector

Can you see the knot that blinds them?

Hail to the heart
It changes with the season
Hail to the soul
It knows what will last

Can you hear them pleading?

Inquisitions

Breathing in our thoughts

Limbs are intertwining

Exchanging our youths

Heat consuming our flesh

Heartbeats rhythmically align

Serpents unleashing within

Surroundings are distorting

Breathing is the only sound

Living now has a meaning.

Down By The Water

I snatched the fruit
I took it from posiedon
I kept it by the water
Pisces started to wail and flutter
I plucked the posies and fed it to the serpent
If it posits a moral disposition
Then you know you’re saved

Winter come to cool your head
Offer it a coat and it will take your mitten
Talk to it for a while soon you will laugh
A cold one..

Dance with its white blanket
Keep it on your tongue or
Give it back to the fish
Down by the Water.

Piece By Piece

Curled in the fetal position
Feeling closer to your inner core
Heart pulsating vigorously under your breath
Then you suppress all senses until ....Silence

Feel the lines to find the answer
Search your darkest inquisitions for yourself
Buried beneath the heat and waste.

You will spawn when you emerge to the other side of me
Take yourself by the hand
Take your self by the arm
Take yourself by the neck

By your original sin
Piece by piece

More Randomosity

I Need..

I want a cup that overflows with love

Although it's not enough to fill my heart

I want a barrel full of love

Although I know it's not enough to fill my heart

I want a river full of love

But then I know the holes will still remain

I need an ocean full of love

Although I know the holes will still remain

And this Swiss-cheese heart knows

Only kindness can fill its holes

And love can dry my tears

As pain disappears

I need a miracle and not someone's charity

One drop of love from him

And my heart's in ecstasy

The high that is sending me

Is most likely ending me

I need a miracle and not someone's charity

Fill up my heart with love

Oh, you'd be amazed at how little I need from him

To feel complete here and now

Stirring within meare these feelings I can't ignore

I need a miracle and that's what I'm hoping for

I need a miracle and not someone's charity

One drop of love from him

And my heart's in ecstasy

The high that is sending me

Is most likely ending me

I need a miracle and not someone's charity now

Oh, baby

Anybody's love but his will never fill this space within me

Now doctor,

give me what I need

to free my heart

from

misery

"One Of A Kind" by Placebo

On top of the world you get nothing done,
Talk is cold and burns like the sun,
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
Coz on top of the world is where I'm from..
The back of the class is where I was,
Keeping quiet, playing dumb,
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
Coz the back of the class is where I'm from ..
And I am one,
I am .

I I'm in a race and it's killing time,
I don't need yours I'll keep it with mine,
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
Coz I'm in a race and I'm doing fine,
Thank you.

Two of a kind and no one home,
I'm in a crowd and I'm still alone,
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
Cos one of a kind is all I own..
I am one,
I am.

Out of the womb and into the void,
I wanna try but I get annoyed,
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
So out of the womb and into the void.

I am one,
I am.

On top of the world you get nothing done.

More Poems I Wrote

As the tear rolls
Down your face
It leaves a trail
For you to trace
So much emotions
In just one place
Makes it hard to control
Your face...


Foolish glow
I'm not so bright
Stop trying to light me
I like being dim
It helps to blend in
The candle is too bright
I can't see past it
Darkness is soothing
It's endless embrace
It's familiar face
It's lingering haze
Foolish glow
Stop trying to reach me
I need to be in it
In its endless embrace


I escape into your illusions
I rest on your visions
I feed on your sadness
I quench on your tears
I die for your breath
I live by your pulse


The light you
give off makes
me feel I'm
alive and able
Everything beautiful
But why do
you shine on
Something that is
Dull?
When you disappear
I understand. ( by may)

A Nautical Nonsense

If anyone is clever enough to make sense of this I’d love to hear it!


Caressing the marble and stone
Love that was special for one
The waste in the fever and heat
How i wish you were here with me now

Body that curls in and dies
Heart shares that awful daylight
Warm like a dog around your feet
How i wish you were here with me now

Hangman looks around as he waits
Cord stretches tight then it breaks
Someday we will die in your dreams
How i wish you were here with me now

This is My daughters paintings

Paintings

Poems

light in my eyes
It blinds my skies
It draws you in
Your frightened within
your mind withdrawsyour body comes to pass
untill your nothing more than just the past.



My selfish ocean
cries tears of poison
my walls are caving in
these chains i cannot win seeing red
thoughts of your bed
seeing true
i'm not so blue
my love is you
you and you...



enclosed in a box
tied to my louse
can you trust another house?
living wise living fat
makes you coarse and fret
untie your handsand dance your last





you should know somethingyou are most deserving
one might think their heart is lying
but know this im no fool
my soul is soaringwhen your nearing
when you jump i will count the seconds for your return
for you i will do..
for you i will do..
all but one...



love eats your heart
it makes it diebut ones touch can mend it
and a kiss can shape it
but you make it all seem ok!


sirens ring..
i feel your grin..
muck at me!...
in time you'll see..
has mercy failed?
when you leave is
when itwill..



God!
is that you?
what have i become?
Am i worthy?
you have blessed
I have protest
take me awayso i can do no more...


weld my soul
my love
shape my fear
my love
take me near
my love
have you no pitty?
my love
i'm down on broken knees..
my love
my love
i do love...


tide rolls in...
breath draws near
can you bear the site of it?
trust in me and you shall see
tried to run but could'nt give in..
the trees are melting the stones are bending
is this the life you seek?
love runs head spins
mouth starts
hatered is awakened
is this the life you seek?
mountains sleepbirds do weep
mates fight us
children surrounds us
is this the life you seek?
fasting consumes us
hunger haunts us
clock ticks the time to rest
seconds are just that
waist of time until dawn
but the rewad will unravel
to an endless travel
is this the life you seek?
why do you fight it so
hang up your hat but no to high
for you will fight till the end of your flight..
is this the life you seek?



twist of time
taste of swine
climb to hell
just make it swell
a mirror of thee
just count to three
count the minutes to me
so we can all be free
the galloping footsteps of mares
comes sudden like a light on a flare
can you consume my sins
so i can die with a name
love comes to save us all
but for how long?
how can happiness come from one?
if it's not him then i know none.
you are far and i am near
can you join the circle to make it one?
my light come back light up my skin
for you i'll diefor you ill win...


out of sight out of mind
thats how the clocks unwind
twist and turn untill you burn
don't give up
the screams of silence will over come your existance


Ablue light
A sad sight
Stuck in a world of other blues